Yes, right now THIS VERY MOMENT, I am so angry because someone asked for my thing but didn't returned it to me in duie time. Right now, my MP4 is in my classmates house, and I don't know if that classmate of mine has plans to keep her word that she will return it by morning. Or midday.
I really have to go home, to my country home now because tomorrow is my sisters' graduation and I am their escort. And I have to go home..NOW!
Anyway, what is my point is that, I am proud of myself this day. You know why? Because even if I am very angry that I wanted to whack the things around, I didn't. I learned to control myself now. And I didn't cursed. Yes, I swear and now I love myself!
Take note: I love myself even before but I love myself more now.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Canot Believe It
Just a while ago, just a while ago.
I cannot really believe it!!!
Just a while ago, as I was going here in the internet cafe, I met Archie. Oh, he was still ever handsome, only that he has gone fat, but all the same, the same guy I have loved for many years.
Gosh....!
Oh, you might say it is just an infatuation, or obsession. Maybe it is but I will still likely to call it a puppy love because puppy love has a deeper meaning.
I have been inlove with him since first year hgh school, and now.. I don't know maybe its gone. I was just surprised to see him again. And I can still remember those moments we have. Of courtse, we have never been "officialy on" but we have some kind of mutual understanding. And oh, I don't know but everytime I see him I will always be taken up by surprise. Like.. I have just seen Prince William. Hahahaha!
I cannot really believe it!!!
Just a while ago, as I was going here in the internet cafe, I met Archie. Oh, he was still ever handsome, only that he has gone fat, but all the same, the same guy I have loved for many years.
Gosh....!
Oh, you might say it is just an infatuation, or obsession. Maybe it is but I will still likely to call it a puppy love because puppy love has a deeper meaning.
I have been inlove with him since first year hgh school, and now.. I don't know maybe its gone. I was just surprised to see him again. And I can still remember those moments we have. Of courtse, we have never been "officialy on" but we have some kind of mutual understanding. And oh, I don't know but everytime I see him I will always be taken up by surprise. Like.. I have just seen Prince William. Hahahaha!
For What Is Yours
I believe that what is really set out for you will be yours. And that will only happen if it is for you and only YOU. Because no matter what your system is in getting it, it won't work as long as it is not for you. That is how destiny works, too.
Oh, they are all interconnected. Its just like..how could you get this thing if you are not destined to it? Whatever. Take for example this girl that is deaf, and can only understand you through lip-reading. She is pretty, and also smart. She joined a beauty pageant. It was just like...perfect. Then came the question and answer portion. Her answer was very sure and she was confident and just like a normal person but here comes the buzzer that cannot be lip-read, and so, she went overdue of the time, and was only made as first runner-up. What a pity. She could have just won, had she only heard the buzzer. And the judges cannot make considerations just because she is deaf, because it was not a beauty pageant for deaf. So, she just contented herself the red ribbon.
If you have seen Ice Princess, it was also a pity, because she has the talent, and a very good performance and was only mistaken just because her mother didn't arrived to watch her perform. So, she setted for the silver cup, the judges didn't made considerations.
Why I am writing this? Well, I just felt of kinda, sharing to you what life is all about. Because I noticed that there were people who likes the phrase, "By hook or by crook" which is not very good. Because it is like, implying that you must get the thing that you must not have. It is bad because it is not right. So, I just wanted to advice you readers even though you are not asking for one that you should wait on things, you must not force the things to come to you because if it is for you, then it will be, but you must also work a little but not that much.
Got it?
I hope you did because it is a sensible topic for me, and I hope you really do get it, just to eliminate villain people in the world who get things not for them their own way.
Oh, they are all interconnected. Its just like..how could you get this thing if you are not destined to it? Whatever. Take for example this girl that is deaf, and can only understand you through lip-reading. She is pretty, and also smart. She joined a beauty pageant. It was just like...perfect. Then came the question and answer portion. Her answer was very sure and she was confident and just like a normal person but here comes the buzzer that cannot be lip-read, and so, she went overdue of the time, and was only made as first runner-up. What a pity. She could have just won, had she only heard the buzzer. And the judges cannot make considerations just because she is deaf, because it was not a beauty pageant for deaf. So, she just contented herself the red ribbon.
If you have seen Ice Princess, it was also a pity, because she has the talent, and a very good performance and was only mistaken just because her mother didn't arrived to watch her perform. So, she setted for the silver cup, the judges didn't made considerations.
Why I am writing this? Well, I just felt of kinda, sharing to you what life is all about. Because I noticed that there were people who likes the phrase, "By hook or by crook" which is not very good. Because it is like, implying that you must get the thing that you must not have. It is bad because it is not right. So, I just wanted to advice you readers even though you are not asking for one that you should wait on things, you must not force the things to come to you because if it is for you, then it will be, but you must also work a little but not that much.
Got it?
I hope you did because it is a sensible topic for me, and I hope you really do get it, just to eliminate villain people in the world who get things not for them their own way.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Just A Duchess
In my latest blog, I talked about being a princess for being the third-in-line for the throne. So, that means that I still belong to a princess' circle. Huhuhuhu. I am now only a duchess.
Well, as our consistent top one our batch was unsatisfied when she took the salutatorian place the final markings, all the grades were again calculated up and then...here is the result.
So, now, I am not the first hnrable mention, just the second honorable mention, and our former valedictorian is now a salutatorian. And me? Switched with the first honorable now.
Oh, I have never felt offense about it because all from the start, I knwo its coming, so that is just it, and I cannot do anything about it.
Uh-oh. I have a very busy days to come this end of the month and beginning of the next month. Kudo.. As if I care. I know I can manage it.
Well, as our consistent top one our batch was unsatisfied when she took the salutatorian place the final markings, all the grades were again calculated up and then...here is the result.
So, now, I am not the first hnrable mention, just the second honorable mention, and our former valedictorian is now a salutatorian. And me? Switched with the first honorable now.
Oh, I have never felt offense about it because all from the start, I knwo its coming, so that is just it, and I cannot do anything about it.
Uh-oh. I have a very busy days to come this end of the month and beginning of the next month. Kudo.. As if I care. I know I can manage it.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
First Honorable Mention
Its like, you know, a king, then queen, prince and princesses. Or maybe, in-line for throne. Soemthing like that. And if it is something royalty, maybe I am the princess, because I am the third-in-line for throne (Or second, if the valedictorian is not counted). I felt so much happy that I was able to be the 1st hHonorable Mention of our class Batch 2007-2008. Boy! Was I so happy about it.
I was nervous when our teachers told us that the announcement of honors will begin because I was doubting whether I would be able to make it or not,but of course, I have alreday told myself that no matter what happened, I will think of myself as the best.
So? Yes, I maybe just a First Honorable Mention Graduate and you might not think that of me as the best, but so what? At least, I believe in myself that I am one of the best. Its ot on what you have achieved lately, anyway, but on what you believe in and how you act too.
I was nervous when our teachers told us that the announcement of honors will begin because I was doubting whether I would be able to make it or not,but of course, I have alreday told myself that no matter what happened, I will think of myself as the best.
So? Yes, I maybe just a First Honorable Mention Graduate and you might not think that of me as the best, but so what? At least, I believe in myself that I am one of the best. Its ot on what you have achieved lately, anyway, but on what you believe in and how you act too.
Who Is? (I have already decided)
Last night, it was one of my friend's birthday. He is a boy, actually, and the Setter in our class. Well, lets call him Setter. Okay, so he invited the whole volleyball team in our class, and four girls only- which was comprised of me, my two friends and another one who is the girl friend of Giant. We have fun. Really. And you should have seen their house, it is soooo big, mansion-like, but not that much. And I like their house's architecture. So regal, the kind of house I want for the future though mine is more elegant. Okay, okay. Back to our main topic, Setter's birthday. My friends and I were the early ones on his party, so there. We are the three roses among the many thorns. Thats after Giant's gf arrived. Him and her you know.
But before that, we chatted at his house, playing online games and etc etc. But then, after eating, one of our friends started saying we should play truth or truth (instead of truth or consequence). So, we played. Morty was there, and he evn took the next seat from mine, seeing that we were friends. We really were, and until now! Many people were asked and many questions were asked. All ahve answered the truth, I think. Okay..So, this. I have asked some questions, like, if I still loved Geoff. Of course, the answer was a very big NO! which is the truth.
The next question thrown to me was something..too personal. They asked me who in our batch I would have a crush then IF ever. I answered- rather hesitantly- Morty. Gosh!!! And to think he was sitting next to me! Can you just imagine it...
Then, they asked him if ever there will be a chance he would court me. Know what was his answer? He will, if he had no girlfriend. But of course, I just thought he was just polite or something...
Just this day, I was asked my Jewel if who should I choose: Morty or Geoff? It didn't took me enough time to answer because as the words were forming out of his mouth, I already knew the answer. I'll choose Morty. Not that because he was more handsome, but because I was already pissed off by Geoff and enough is ENOUGH!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Coming nearer...
The beginning of an end.
I like this sentence. Its just like, I am beginning an end by ending another chapter of my life, and strating something new. Like, its Chapter Three now, huller? Just like that. Gosh, I am so excited...! But then, I think I have to feel fear because almost everyone in our batch felt that thing. But the thing is, I didn't feel any fear that I am going toi a very far away university, as long as my college life is secured.
Oh. And I just remembered Mother, my Maman. She is coming back! Because she wants to attend our graduation. My sisters were graduating ( the two of them) from primary school, and I, in high school. I mean, gosh. I am not getting any younger but older and so, I have to be matured.
Right now, I know the responsibility as the elder sister and what it is to me. I love my parents. I love Mama and Papa. I love my sisters. And I don't want them to suffer, so, I will do all the best I can to maintain my grtades and to graduate in college to, to face my real life. Oh, gosh. This is it!~ Another sign of maturity. Hahahay!
I like this sentence. Its just like, I am beginning an end by ending another chapter of my life, and strating something new. Like, its Chapter Three now, huller? Just like that. Gosh, I am so excited...! But then, I think I have to feel fear because almost everyone in our batch felt that thing. But the thing is, I didn't feel any fear that I am going toi a very far away university, as long as my college life is secured.
Oh. And I just remembered Mother, my Maman. She is coming back! Because she wants to attend our graduation. My sisters were graduating ( the two of them) from primary school, and I, in high school. I mean, gosh. I am not getting any younger but older and so, I have to be matured.
Right now, I know the responsibility as the elder sister and what it is to me. I love my parents. I love Mama and Papa. I love my sisters. And I don't want them to suffer, so, I will do all the best I can to maintain my grtades and to graduate in college to, to face my real life. Oh, gosh. This is it!~ Another sign of maturity. Hahahay!
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