The One I Really Trust..

Is only you, my blog friend. Because I know that you don't totally know me but you know my life. I don't trust any friends now, they are all traitors and they kept babling all your secrets, saying that it is only for your own good, but no, it is not.
I'll tell you all about it. Of course, for those who were reading this blog foir the past days, you know about Geoff. The only person I toldabout him were my friends. But kjnow what they did? They betrayed me and they said that it was only for my own good. Is that a friend? They told him about it and it was supposed to be a secret! I really hate them now. I can't trust anyone. All of them betrayed me and now he knew. Of course, being the gentleman, he didn't said anything and act like nothing happened but I knew he knew. I even learned to hate him for a very little minute but now, Geoff and I are still friends. And now, I still like him a lot.
Now, I learned a lot. YOU CANNOT TRUST ANYONE. My mother has also done this to me so that is saying something. So as my so-called friends, they have done betraying me. I hate them. I hope they all go away to hell because they are good-for-nothing. They do not love me and no one loves me, do you know that? The only one I can trust is my blog and that's it. Maybe, someone in the future will come but it would be after a century so I just have to dream on on waiting for a good friend.

Doubting About The Sun

Here I am, doubting every minute the every ounce of my problem. I am really worried, in doubt and everything. I am pondering everey minute about this- my love life.
I am really confused where should I listenb to, to my heart, or my mind.
You know folks that I am into Geoff now. Things for me are getting serious. I think I am really falling for him. Now, my sing is, "Catch Me I'm Falling For You." But then, I always think of the consequences...
Okay, I was thinking, he is my guy friend. Does he really like me? If he does, would he really court me?...Nah..I don't think so. Okay, so HIS feelings is not we are talking about, but mine. Its like I am torn between to or not to go on.
here is a song...

• Catch Me Im FallinHmmm.... I. I don't know why but when i look in your eyes i feel something that seems so right you've got yours i've got mine i think i'm loosing my mind 'cause i shouldn't feel this way Refrain: catch me i'm fallin for you and i don't know what to do Chorus: how can something so wrong? feel so right all along catch me i'm falling for you how can time be so wrong? for love to come along catch me i'm falling for you how can love let it go when it has no place to go and i can't go along pretending that love isn't here to stay catch me i'm falling for you II.If i could just walk away without you floating today i would die just thinking of you i know we can't therefor bee more than friends you and me but why do i feel this way? ***Repeat refrain then chorus*** catch me i'm falling for you and it's wrong for me to feel this way 'cause i don't know what to do without you i'm falling for you... Catch me i'm falling you how can something so wrong? feel so right all along catch me i'm falling for you........

The Not-So Lucky Day

Diagnostic test! I didn't study very much unless you say the subject Mathematics. Yes, out of my seven books, the one I only opened is the math. I am afraid that our Math Proffesor will really include it in exam so that's why..
And because it is diagnostic, we dismissed earlier. I didn't exactly went home after that, I just stayed a little longer with my friends. But then, I talked to my classmate, one of my male classmates whom I had an argument earlier and that time, when I was talking to him, he answered me very sarcastically and we had a fight. What is more, she is my friend's crush and it seems or it does appear that she is taking side on him. I hate it. So I walked out and went home with a very sour mood. Until now!!!What's more, earlier this day, I saw Geoff talking to one of my past-worst enemy- Vendella. I think he has a crush on her. That's why I am becoming irky this day. But no no no no, no matter what, studies comes first and that is final so I am going to be more broken-hearted if I am not going to pass our achievement test in Math!

Strong, despite of everything

Last night, while we were having a chat with my dorm friends, our topic came down to my father. Now, I realize that I miss him very much. I realized manmy things, actually. I realize that I really don't mind my problem that much, that I am very optimistic. My friends also told me that I am too mature than my age and I've got more advanced mind than any half of them. I am proud of it. Yes, I stood still in spite of all the storms that came to my life- to our family. I stood like a bamboo that kept on swaying but then kept on striving, especially when the typhoon came to an end. They were really looking up on me. Well, it is really hard to be strong especially at times when you are alone but what I say is, "Keep on keeping on," as what JoJo's song says, too.
So, girls, boys, readers and friends, don't forget that everything has solutions. Every problem has an answer same as every equation in mathematics has answers.
Also remeber then, that there are many ways to kill a rat and not only one. So don't give up and lose hope everytime you have a problem.
Do you agree with me? I hope so.

Girl Scout Activist

Hoorrrayyy!!We are coming, Florida! No, it is not the Florida in America we are going to but some province in our country that needed tree planting. It is a bit faraway from the city we lived in and that is why I am so excited. And the Girl Scout officer told us that this tree-planting activity might be set in Guiness Book of Records. Am I so excited.
Well, I haven'treally experienced things like that so I am really excited among with the others. I just hope no one will get harmed during the activity.
I LOVE BEING A GIRL SCOUT!!!!!

Reminiscing the Horrible Past Love...

It really started with Archie back when I was a highschool freshman. So young and naive..and everything I despise now.
This is it.. THE STORY OF THE YUCKY-ICKY LOVE

One day, while Happy Poison has some works to do in school, she went to the study booth and buried herself in a book. Just then, a group of 10th year passed, all of them were boys. Happy Poison then saw a very attractive looking boy with a very soulful eyes. She told her friends about it and then, she just knew that she was struck love-at-first-sight. Until that, she was taunted by teasing of their grade and she never stopped stalking the guy named Archie. But the sad part, he never really tried to notice her because she was too young....THE SAD ENDING.

And now that I am not inlove with him anymore, I found it really yucky...EW!!!!

Happy Poison, inlove?

Definitely NOT! I am not going to and that is a promise. Yes, I may have many crushes, but no perks, I won't really try. I dunno why, though. I have many love affairs and I always dream on having a boyfriend but now that I am growing up, I don't like the idea anymore. Dunno why so.

Okay, I may have invented boyfriends just so I won't feel left out but this time, now that I am realizing that I am falling for Geoff and that it is not a crush anymore, I am really scared. I don't wanna go near him, ever! My friends said they like him but I am not..like, I really don't like it. Maybe, I DO REALLY have a split personality. I am afraid of falling for Geoff but I am not afraid when I did it the first(and maybe last) for Archie. *SIGH*