Saturday, October 06, 2007

If The Feeling Is Gone

No, its not that I have no feeling for Geoff anymore but seeing as what he is doing now, it seems likely to forget him and move on. Like yesterday, I did tried my best to brush him off me. Ha! As if I cant. See?

Some So-Called Friends

Whew! SOme so-called friends. Well, there is one belief I was trying to absorb in myself now, which is: The thing you cannot stop form changing is the change itself. Well, Dude, one of my closest friend, was- I noticed, was changing. Oh, if you only know how much it hurt me. She was only Top 7 in our honor roll, but really, for me, it doesn't matter. We were still friends right? But right now..well..
Take this for instance. Dude has become a humbug now. Yeah..And it brings me to tears whenever I remember it. I don't know if the others realized it, but, seeing as I am the one in the group who always notices even the smallest things, well that's that.
Gosh, this is so painful. Like, she j\kept on talking that she didn't did well because she was absorbed by her extra curricular activities. And by the way she was talking! As if! An this day, she was like, abandoning us. Being by herself. I know she was hurting inside because of the hnor roll, and O am trying to understand. But is it right to leave me when she had already said she would come just because our adviser would treat them. Of course, I would be included if I want to, but I was hurt that she didn't even told me. How selfish of her! Oh well, I think I won't confront her but I'll just slowly drift away from them. It really hurts, see.

Friday, October 05, 2007

Friday Again

Its Friday again, and I am a bit hassled. You see, examinations are coming this Monday and Tuesday and our lessons are even more tougher than usual and I am cramming. And oh, have I told you that I was not allowed to join the Division Quizzes? I hate it.! Just when I am interested. But anyway, I already have my Interbranch and that's it.
So now, I am talking about my literature teacher. Well, she is really strict, and our own principal. Just then, she was absent yesterday and now, we went to the speech lab which is far from her cabin and we students were walking to go there when she suddenly called me and I thought she have something for me to be reprimand of. But then, she told me that she needed me to assist her cause she was having her leg pain and she can't walk if no one's assisteing her. Wow! Am I so proud! She has many favorites but I was so proud when she choose me among all of them! And she even called me at the end of the class to assist her. SEE?
And then, theres no other classes for us, so my classmates decided to be chil-like that time. They played something I don't know what is the name. And then, I was just there, strutting and distracting them. I even let them get mad at me. Hehehe. But the others thought it was fun! And then, I was passing by Joseph's group(remember him?). Well, he really- I thought he got rude- his face was \so near mine. But I didn't back off, though. Thats not the typical me. And then, he seem so rude but suddenly he tried to plant a kiss on me, althugh it landed on the air and he said "I love you, Happy". I think he was just joking..but still, I don't know. Maybe yes, maybe know. hahaha..For all I care anyway. But still, he seem does to like me.
And about Jewel. Oh, quite a few people now were noticing that he has a crush on me, but I think he is also not. We fancy bickering but only that.
ANd Geoff? I think I'm going to be "over him". Huh! I don't know and I still don't want to talk about it.

Reading Of Honors

Brrrrr...I am shaking with fear and nerousity. I know I am not going to make it to the Top 1, seeing that our "veterans"/ au fait have more advanced points than me. So, I am just hoping against hope that I will still belong in the Elite Four, thats what I call. Meaning, the Top 4. Or maybe, I am also hoping for the Magic 5. Whatever. As long as I belong to the top. ANd there is the teacher, talking rapidly about echus and certificate of- what? Oh, fine then.. So, this is it then. I belong to the Top 4. Hahaha!! At least, all that work paid off but I was trying to be more competitive this second quarter. Just hoping I'll get into the honors this coming graduation, I see. Hehe. So please congratulate me. I am happy.

1st Grading Report Card

Yah!! There!! Already got my card and I am itching to tell you this. Although I am a little bit dissappointed with my grades, I think it will do. Here, let me show you.

First Grading Grades:

  1. Language-93
  2. Literature-90
  3. Mathematics-91
  4. Physics-91
  5. General Studies-91

See? That's not a bit satisfying for me. Anyway, that's score over 100 and I don't like it a bit. HUH! But...then..okay, it will do. Itching on waiting for the announcing of honors. Hehehe.But I'm not expecting big.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Quiz and Quiz and Quizzes. Boys Will Always Be Boys..SIGH!!!

Gosh, such a horrific week. Oh, uhuh yeah, I may be probably exaggerating. But yeah, it is. I hate it though. I'll not be able to enter the division test for sci-math fair because I have already this sci-math test for our interbranch brewing and it is in the same week on the same day. Huhhuhuhuhu. Although our Mathematics professor said that Interbranch is more apprpriate for me because it is regional level. Fine then, I'll take his word for that.
And boys. Oh boys.! Such a headache to a girl's head! Hehehe.. Well, there's Jewel again, haunting me. Oh, not that I like him..I mean, I didn't say that I don't like him. What I mean is..Oh c'mon please, I'll rephrase it again. I mean, he is not courting me, I have no fancy feelings for him, only that my friends were teasing me to him. Oh c'mon! How could two less same people be together? Haha.. As if they don't know that we always growl at each otherwhen we were together.
And there's Joseph. Oh, c'mon. Its as ig all guys were teased to me and as if they all like me. Come on! That's disgusting, do they know that? Oh, well..wish me luck please, cause or Interbranch quiz is moved this coming October 11. By the way, want to know my sched? Here it is:
  • Release of Cards- Oct. 4
  • Reading of Honors- Oct.5
  • Interact Assembly (I will be at the main city!)- Oct. 6
  • Exams (that's for two days)- Oct. 8 and 9
  • Interbranch (Grrr...Im already scared)- Oct. 11

So, what are you waiting for?

Margaxina Noelle Rowland-Feathers/ Trampp

Ladies and gentlemen, children and parents, young and old alike, please meet her- Margaxina Noelle Rowland-Feathers/ Trampp, the hidden princess. Well, I really love this story, not because I was the one who made it, but because it is my secret dream. Honestly speaking guys, its as if my diary..but a diary of a person who is not be but I want to be. Yeah..right. I really want to be like her. Maybe thats also the thing why I am having confusions in the sequence ofte story, but well, fine for me. I am just strating yet, anyway. Oh, I hope you guys will be able to read it, I hope so. Because it will not only entertain you..I guarantee you that you will also get hidden messages from it between the lines. Yeah, right.