Peske people!!!AAAAAAARRRRGHHHH!!!Im gonna stab them all!I have been passing through a very difficult ordeal this moment and they were adding up in this situation. I hate them!!!
Uhuh...I hate IT!!Haven't seen Geoff this day, I don't know where he is, and what's more, a poesky, "high-lookinh" admirer that is so ugly. Ew...
I tried to be nice but nada..Huh. I think my dark side will soon explode, Gosh. Im really really irritated.
Friday, August 31, 2007
One Way Out
I hate it I hate it I hate It!!!
Our Mathematics teacher made me the representative for the intramurals Math quiz and I am the youngest representative so what do they expect from me?Eat dung?Allons!
So, I have no choice anyway but to review and to study.Huhuhuhu.I am really afraid at first and I really cried. Whats more, our principal seemed to pressure us to win.
Then came the quiz. My opponents were like..genius you know. And I am really afraid. The only way of turning out is to drop dead. Hehehe.But you know what?! Out of many participants, I stand 6th place and my teachers were so happy that they said I am in for the division quiz.YESSS!!!! I rule!
Our Mathematics teacher made me the representative for the intramurals Math quiz and I am the youngest representative so what do they expect from me?Eat dung?Allons!
So, I have no choice anyway but to review and to study.Huhuhuhu.I am really afraid at first and I really cried. Whats more, our principal seemed to pressure us to win.
Then came the quiz. My opponents were like..genius you know. And I am really afraid. The only way of turning out is to drop dead. Hehehe.But you know what?! Out of many participants, I stand 6th place and my teachers were so happy that they said I am in for the division quiz.YESSS!!!! I rule!
Fondest Eyes I Saw...
Hmn...Yup.Yeah, right. If your thoughts are of Geoff, then you are right. Guys, I think I am head-over-heels on him., but I don't let him show it anyway. Oh, my disgusting pride. Must be one pf the reason why he seems to think that he has no chance on me. Yah..Thars right. Thtas what he thought. Now, he seem to lessen his time to be with me, because thats what he promised after I beat him in that chess match. Oh, I think you will be confused. Ill start another story first before I proceed to the main topic.
Okyay, this is it. (Have I just forgoten that I told you this?). Anyway, maybe last week, I played chass with someone. Then, he just came up to us and challenged me to play against him. Geoff said that if I'll beat him, he will avoid me and stop pestering me(which is not a pestering on my part), but if he will win, I will be his girlfriend no matter what. But then, anyway, first of all, I dont wanna be someone's girlfriend by just beating me into that game. Come on!??!!As in, ALLONS???So, I decline. But he still insists. So I just said that I'll play with him but I'll not go to the consequences he said. Then, as we played I loss two rounds and him 3 or 4 rounds. That means that I am the winner. So he just said, and he seem to be serious, that he'll avoid me now.And he really seemed to follow it. This past few days, he has limited time with me and he is flirting with that girl in the lower year. Name is Craia.Hmp!!It really hurts but, never ever try me, thats whats my motto. I dont wanna lose in that game so I dont care if I beat him. Whatever. But you know what?It really hurts seeing him avoiding me.
But even that, he still approach me, thing is, lesser than he used to and I used to.Huhuhu. Then, yesterday, its the start of our intramurals, and there was my other classmates playing volleyball and we were one of the audience, I was talking about jetlag, and I was really explaining hard when I noticed him looking at me, with those eyes so hard to explain. Gosh...I won't really forget it.And it shut me up. *SIGH*
Okyay, this is it. (Have I just forgoten that I told you this?). Anyway, maybe last week, I played chass with someone. Then, he just came up to us and challenged me to play against him. Geoff said that if I'll beat him, he will avoid me and stop pestering me(which is not a pestering on my part), but if he will win, I will be his girlfriend no matter what. But then, anyway, first of all, I dont wanna be someone's girlfriend by just beating me into that game. Come on!??!!As in, ALLONS???So, I decline. But he still insists. So I just said that I'll play with him but I'll not go to the consequences he said. Then, as we played I loss two rounds and him 3 or 4 rounds. That means that I am the winner. So he just said, and he seem to be serious, that he'll avoid me now.And he really seemed to follow it. This past few days, he has limited time with me and he is flirting with that girl in the lower year. Name is Craia.Hmp!!It really hurts but, never ever try me, thats whats my motto. I dont wanna lose in that game so I dont care if I beat him. Whatever. But you know what?It really hurts seeing him avoiding me.
But even that, he still approach me, thing is, lesser than he used to and I used to.Huhuhu. Then, yesterday, its the start of our intramurals, and there was my other classmates playing volleyball and we were one of the audience, I was talking about jetlag, and I was really explaining hard when I noticed him looking at me, with those eyes so hard to explain. Gosh...I won't really forget it.And it shut me up. *SIGH*
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Look at IT!!!
Look! So proud of my examination..Look look look. I'm a one mean genius!
SUBJECT 1st EXAM 2nd EXAM
Physics 92 96
Literature 96
Economics 99 95
Grammar 96 95
Mathematics 96 100
There! So, who said that I don't rock????!
SUBJECT 1st EXAM 2nd EXAM
Physics 92 96
Literature 96
Economics 99 95
Grammar 96 95
Mathematics 96 100
There! So, who said that I don't rock????!
Saying Goodbye Is So Hard
I thouht I can answer and do almost everything, seeing that I can answer what most of other people cannot, and that I can do what most of other people cannot. But no, I thought so now, I can't do what I think I can and what is more, I can do difficult things, but not the easy ones.
Thats what they say its hard to be a friend of genius. For a normal person, you go from A and B then C to D. But for a genius, they skip the B and C and only go from A to D. Hey, I'm not telling you that I am a genius but it almost seem like it.
Why? Am I really that smart and intelligent that Geoff wouldn't like to court me?Gosh...But well, what do I care! As long as I'll confront him tomorrow in a different way..(I'll tell you that way later) And it will be goodbye to him. I'll proceed to my study. Yeah..Saying goodbye is so hard to do but we really have to, if needed.HUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHU!!!
Thats what they say its hard to be a friend of genius. For a normal person, you go from A and B then C to D. But for a genius, they skip the B and C and only go from A to D. Hey, I'm not telling you that I am a genius but it almost seem like it.
Why? Am I really that smart and intelligent that Geoff wouldn't like to court me?Gosh...But well, what do I care! As long as I'll confront him tomorrow in a different way..(I'll tell you that way later) And it will be goodbye to him. I'll proceed to my study. Yeah..Saying goodbye is so hard to do but we really have to, if needed.HUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHU!!!
Friday, August 17, 2007
I Always Rock!!!!
Please, anyone help me....I am so tired..copnfused..angered..Sometimes I think I am a bothered teenager, but I am not. Help.
Love problem? Yes, it is, with Geoff...again. But I really gave up this time, seeing there is no chance between us. I hate to say it, but it will be seem to be like it. I wanna cry....
I saw Geoff flirting with another girl,..that was lionked to him. My friend said that he told them that he'd choose me over anything else, only that he is afraid to court me cause he feared that my studies would get affected, and he feared that I might choose my studies over him. So coward, huh? I know his first reason is only for me, but does he really know what I feel? Whatever.,...
So I Decide. I want to make a song out of that one. Hmn...So I Decide..SOunds good..
Well, if that's what he believes, I'll not force him. C'mon...So, I am that intelligent, let it be....I really am right? If only you saw my exams folks...Hahaha..
I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY AND HEALTHY.
Boys sucks!(Though not all). Peace.
Love problem? Yes, it is, with Geoff...again. But I really gave up this time, seeing there is no chance between us. I hate to say it, but it will be seem to be like it. I wanna cry....
I saw Geoff flirting with another girl,..that was lionked to him. My friend said that he told them that he'd choose me over anything else, only that he is afraid to court me cause he feared that my studies would get affected, and he feared that I might choose my studies over him. So coward, huh? I know his first reason is only for me, but does he really know what I feel? Whatever.,...
So I Decide. I want to make a song out of that one. Hmn...So I Decide..SOunds good..
Well, if that's what he believes, I'll not force him. C'mon...So, I am that intelligent, let it be....I really am right? If only you saw my exams folks...Hahaha..
I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY AND HEALTHY.
Boys sucks!(Though not all). Peace.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Busy As A Bee
Hmn...Yeah. Right. Like a bee who sucks nectar everyday in order to live. That's what I am right this moment. I have NCAE(National Career Assesment Examination) coming, Language Month Celebration, and our Intramurals. I haven't included my birthday in that event.
Uhmn..Okay, what's more? Oh, a little of this and a little of that. As long as, the fact is, I am VEERRRRRYYY busy at this moment and I am wondering why.
Let me tell you first my doubts. Its about my future, my studies, my career, my education. Haven't I told you yet that the course I really want to take up in college is journalism? But no, oh no, I think it is goodbye to my dreams, because I think I am really poor when it comes to International Language. Many said I am more suited to engineering 'cause I am so talented in Mathematics but, HELLO? I don't like that course, for Christ's sake!So now, I'm doubting if I had any future...
Another doubt. It's about Geoff. I tried to ask signs, like, when I asked a close friend named Geletta, she told me to, you now, ask signs. Oh, it is so confusing. But here is it. She said that if I toss a coin and if what phase appeared, that will be the answer, as simple as that. And when I did, thing is, the answer is I should go on with what Geoff and I have now. So? What did I do? Follow the answer. I asked, I was answered, so I must follow, right? So, that's it. Many people were STILL asking me if we were already having a commitment with each othe, but what can I say but no?But I love the feeling, you know that? I love the feeling that he really cares for me and that he really worries whenever I have a problem. Like you know, he don't want me to get angry with him. Hahaha..Yah...And it is so pleasant to feel that someone loves you and is visible to everyone. Like, my friends said, I don't need to approach him, because he was the one who approaches me. Oh, maybe its because I have many failed love affairs in the past that's why Im feeling like this. I don't care, as long as I love him and he seemed like you know, he has already asuured me.
There's something funny that happened to. I think I haven't told you about this guy classmate of mine who calls me "BESTFRIEND>." He is like the class clown and he looks a bit..you know, funny, and it was like, I'm the only one who understands him among all o the girls that's why he calls me bestfriend. Well, then, he told me a while ago that if Geoff will make me cry, he'll punch him straight on face. Hahaha..He is serious, I know, but it really made me laugh.
Oh, and for serious things like school. You know what, I really love it when people treat me as genuis in Mathematics but what I hate is that almost all comes to me to teach them. Gos..such an exhausting job! Well, I still survived anyway. As long as I do well in school, that's okay with me. Hahaha. I rule. I rock.
TAKE NOTE: Our folk dance is sooo difficult. I still have to balance a cup on my head while dancing. Luckily, we have a moderately considerate trainor and he allowed as to hold the cups than blance it with our hands. Imagine that.
Uhmn..Okay, what's more? Oh, a little of this and a little of that. As long as, the fact is, I am VEERRRRRYYY busy at this moment and I am wondering why.
Let me tell you first my doubts. Its about my future, my studies, my career, my education. Haven't I told you yet that the course I really want to take up in college is journalism? But no, oh no, I think it is goodbye to my dreams, because I think I am really poor when it comes to International Language. Many said I am more suited to engineering 'cause I am so talented in Mathematics but, HELLO? I don't like that course, for Christ's sake!So now, I'm doubting if I had any future...
Another doubt. It's about Geoff. I tried to ask signs, like, when I asked a close friend named Geletta, she told me to, you now, ask signs. Oh, it is so confusing. But here is it. She said that if I toss a coin and if what phase appeared, that will be the answer, as simple as that. And when I did, thing is, the answer is I should go on with what Geoff and I have now. So? What did I do? Follow the answer. I asked, I was answered, so I must follow, right? So, that's it. Many people were STILL asking me if we were already having a commitment with each othe, but what can I say but no?But I love the feeling, you know that? I love the feeling that he really cares for me and that he really worries whenever I have a problem. Like you know, he don't want me to get angry with him. Hahaha..Yah...And it is so pleasant to feel that someone loves you and is visible to everyone. Like, my friends said, I don't need to approach him, because he was the one who approaches me. Oh, maybe its because I have many failed love affairs in the past that's why Im feeling like this. I don't care, as long as I love him and he seemed like you know, he has already asuured me.
There's something funny that happened to. I think I haven't told you about this guy classmate of mine who calls me "BESTFRIEND>." He is like the class clown and he looks a bit..you know, funny, and it was like, I'm the only one who understands him among all o the girls that's why he calls me bestfriend. Well, then, he told me a while ago that if Geoff will make me cry, he'll punch him straight on face. Hahaha..He is serious, I know, but it really made me laugh.
Oh, and for serious things like school. You know what, I really love it when people treat me as genuis in Mathematics but what I hate is that almost all comes to me to teach them. Gos..such an exhausting job! Well, I still survived anyway. As long as I do well in school, that's okay with me. Hahaha. I rule. I rock.
TAKE NOTE: Our folk dance is sooo difficult. I still have to balance a cup on my head while dancing. Luckily, we have a moderately considerate trainor and he allowed as to hold the cups than blance it with our hands. Imagine that.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Torn Between Two Lovers
Exams a-ok! Perfect for Mathematics, and 95 for English, which is second to the highest. But sad to say, it was like my lovelife is-what? Oh, i don't know. Maybe I am imagining things. Whatever...
We had already our folk dance( please let's skip the LOVEliFE, people) and it irritated me because I'm in partner with the most disgusting and most horrible guy in our class. It's okay with me if Geoff and I wouldn't be partners, but thing is, I have already told my guy friend that we will be partners, no matter what. But our stinking trainor interchanged partners and I ended up with Tumor. Oh, well, at least, our first practice isn't a disaster because I tried to lure him into practicing ballet. And well, he did practice.
Then, Geoff went like, "Oh, c'mon, Happy and I could be partners too, but sad to say, it is to no avail. Our trainor won't really listen. Huh. JUst my luck.
We talked maybe Wednesday or Thursday this week..Well, he asked me some stuffs. I dunno. As long as he asked me if would I want him to court me, oh c'mon, it really makes me blush. Then, he also asked if I would get offended if he'll court another hirl. Oh, of course, I am going to, but I'm not going to let him know-ever! What is he, the most luckiest guy?He isn't, by the way. Whatever..
But I noticed a bit different now..Or is it I am who's only noticing it?I think he is flirting another girl..Oh, just let him try, and I'll wring his neck. Anyway, what do I care for?I definitely don't care. One thing I promised to myself: THEY SAID I BECAME LUCKY IN MY LIFE. TO MY STUDIES, FAMILY AND LOVELIFE. BUT IF MY LOVELIFE WILL FADE, ONE THING IS FOR SURE, MY STUDY EXCELLENCE WON'T FADE. and I hope I won't break that promise. Or shall I say, I'll try my best to keep both?
We had already our folk dance( please let's skip the LOVEliFE, people) and it irritated me because I'm in partner with the most disgusting and most horrible guy in our class. It's okay with me if Geoff and I wouldn't be partners, but thing is, I have already told my guy friend that we will be partners, no matter what. But our stinking trainor interchanged partners and I ended up with Tumor. Oh, well, at least, our first practice isn't a disaster because I tried to lure him into practicing ballet. And well, he did practice.
Then, Geoff went like, "Oh, c'mon, Happy and I could be partners too, but sad to say, it is to no avail. Our trainor won't really listen. Huh. JUst my luck.
We talked maybe Wednesday or Thursday this week..Well, he asked me some stuffs. I dunno. As long as he asked me if would I want him to court me, oh c'mon, it really makes me blush. Then, he also asked if I would get offended if he'll court another hirl. Oh, of course, I am going to, but I'm not going to let him know-ever! What is he, the most luckiest guy?He isn't, by the way. Whatever..
But I noticed a bit different now..Or is it I am who's only noticing it?I think he is flirting another girl..Oh, just let him try, and I'll wring his neck. Anyway, what do I care for?I definitely don't care. One thing I promised to myself: THEY SAID I BECAME LUCKY IN MY LIFE. TO MY STUDIES, FAMILY AND LOVELIFE. BUT IF MY LOVELIFE WILL FADE, ONE THING IS FOR SURE, MY STUDY EXCELLENCE WON'T FADE. and I hope I won't break that promise. Or shall I say, I'll try my best to keep both?
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Second Examination
Phew!!Such a difficult exam. Oh, I am exagerrating but no, its not that difficult as what you think.I think I have done well. Anyway folks, my birthday's coming, what's your gift for me?hehe. Oh, you could wrap Aaron Carter in a life-size box and give it to me. Just joking...
Oh, if I messed with my exams, it is because of Geoff, haha..Oh well, a bit true anyway. Because he always insists on inserting in my mind. Yah, we almost always seems to be always together now, that's it. Always giving me reasons so that he can come near me. Huh..Oh, as if I don't like it. I LOVE it anyway.Yah!! I rock!!Just then, this afternoon, while I was teaching him Mathematics lesson, he was like...well, he was trying to do this to me, you know, teasing my fingers to kiss it while I was writing the equations but then, it REALLY happened! My fingers accidentally brushed his lips- and oh my gosh, I am blushing-but I tried to ignore it. And he looked at me at first, trying to catch my eye but no nono, I really didn't looked at him, so that's it. I pretend that it didn't happened, but you know what? He seems to tease me more...Gosh!!
Well, there's something confusing me also. He was always hinting me (yesterday and this day) that it is NOW our first monthsary. WHAT?! Of course, I am shocked. And I was wondering what happened on the 7th day, one month ago..HAhaha..wait I have to look on my sched, so bye for now!Dont forget the present!!
Oh, if I messed with my exams, it is because of Geoff, haha..Oh well, a bit true anyway. Because he always insists on inserting in my mind. Yah, we almost always seems to be always together now, that's it. Always giving me reasons so that he can come near me. Huh..Oh, as if I don't like it. I LOVE it anyway.Yah!! I rock!!Just then, this afternoon, while I was teaching him Mathematics lesson, he was like...well, he was trying to do this to me, you know, teasing my fingers to kiss it while I was writing the equations but then, it REALLY happened! My fingers accidentally brushed his lips- and oh my gosh, I am blushing-but I tried to ignore it. And he looked at me at first, trying to catch my eye but no nono, I really didn't looked at him, so that's it. I pretend that it didn't happened, but you know what? He seems to tease me more...Gosh!!
Well, there's something confusing me also. He was always hinting me (yesterday and this day) that it is NOW our first monthsary. WHAT?! Of course, I am shocked. And I was wondering what happened on the 7th day, one month ago..HAhaha..wait I have to look on my sched, so bye for now!Dont forget the present!!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Love-Sick
I got sick this Tuesday, so I didn't attend our afternoon class. I had my "old" allergies again, and it is so icky I decided not to go to school that afternoon. I missed our Language class, our Mathematics and a ballet lesson. Gosh...But what I've missed most is hanging with Geoff..JUST JOKING!(Ows?)
Okay, so enough of that. Have I ever told you a million times people-and also myself- that I'll just avoid him for the meantime? Well, foolish self am I, I really can't do it, gosh..Its like I've gone dumb and can't do a good thing regarding it.Oh, c'mon.!
This afternoon, he got a slight fever and a headache while at school. And before that, all I did to him was snapped, "Dont' bother me!" Oh well, its his fault because they were talking about this girl and worse, they end up teasing me by asking if he would court her. He knew that I was mad about it, but of course, I didn't told him about it cause I have no rights on him...yet. It is so hard, you know that?I don't know what to do, I don't know where to place myself..EVERYTHING.
Something very intriguing has also happened. There's a certain guy they call "Daniel Roy Gonaga" whom my guy classmates said is my textmate! Well, my aunt, who was the one holding my phone, said she does encounter that kind of message but just ignored it. I was just wondering who that guy is. Oh, I think I better go, and whis me luck for our exams this Monday. I hope I still got it all line of 9..Please...
Okay, so enough of that. Have I ever told you a million times people-and also myself- that I'll just avoid him for the meantime? Well, foolish self am I, I really can't do it, gosh..Its like I've gone dumb and can't do a good thing regarding it.Oh, c'mon.!
This afternoon, he got a slight fever and a headache while at school. And before that, all I did to him was snapped, "Dont' bother me!" Oh well, its his fault because they were talking about this girl and worse, they end up teasing me by asking if he would court her. He knew that I was mad about it, but of course, I didn't told him about it cause I have no rights on him...yet. It is so hard, you know that?I don't know what to do, I don't know where to place myself..EVERYTHING.
Something very intriguing has also happened. There's a certain guy they call "Daniel Roy Gonaga" whom my guy classmates said is my textmate! Well, my aunt, who was the one holding my phone, said she does encounter that kind of message but just ignored it. I was just wondering who that guy is. Oh, I think I better go, and whis me luck for our exams this Monday. I hope I still got it all line of 9..Please...
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