I Don't Belong

I felt it so. But..yah, I am not sure about it. I don't know.. I am in the state of confusion right now..Maybe not only me. Maybe many teenagers of my age are experiencing this crisis too, I don't know. But me, for myself, has only one thing sure- that right now, I don't fit in, even with friends..and now..even with my family.

Okay, I didn't really know if I really fits but that is what I felt and please don't criticize me for it because it is such a long place when I have felt bad for myself. Yeah, I accept that I am wrong sometimes..but hey- could I be wrong everytime?I dont' think so! That is unfair on my part..So, that thing, I won't accept.

Another thing. I am constantly reminding myself not to go on internet much, because my funds now are getting low, so ba-bye!!! 'Till my next post.

HRH

Stands for His Royal Highness or Her Royal Highness. Hmn..Quite love those words. Only that I know that it is very hard to be one of them. Or truth rather said, it is impossible to be them.

Yeah. Right. NO joking or anything but I believe I am quite right. Because they are born for what they are..while we..well, we mortals, were all just looking up to them. So, it is quite impossible for the mortals and Gods to mix. But you know what? I don't consider them Gods and myself mortal. Only that I fancy using the term but I really didn't mean it. Huh! As if!

So now..I was had just researched about Prince William, real name is William Arthur Philip Louis. He is quite handsome right? And its a no wonder girls are smitten over him. But then, my admiration for him only stopped there by his good looks because the moment I knew that he is..uhmnn..HRH, well, I am quite discomfited.

Not that I don't like royalties. Only that, gosh.,they are hard to reach out, just like those celebrities like Daniel Radcliffe and Aaron Carter. It is like, dream on! So, there. I seem to not like him anymore.

Oh..But he really is handsome. Gosh, William, I just hope you are not a royalty nor famous. Cause you are so handsome!

But hey- I know this will not last. Hah! As if I don't know myself. So ba-bye. Might go and find some cute boys.

So So Confusing!

It is all about politics! Gosh, how I really loathed politics now. I hate the every word about it because politicians and politics itself are every dirty. They were..just like pompous people and that's what all I hate about them. Now, people are confused on who to believe and what to do and they don't know what they want anymore. Of course, I am talking for those poor and uneducated people who are like a child that doesn't know about themselves anymore and who were at the mercy of those itching politicians! Hate them! Those politicians I mean.

Okay. I know, I haven't said that thing first. Only that I felt that I have too. Because I really wanted to. Oh, whatever. What I mean now, is, not all politicians are bad, actually. There are few others who look out for the welfare of their people..and stuff. But thing is, there were a few of them, and politics is now covered by 90% of bad politicians who only look at themselves.

Why I wrote this now? Because I was aghast by what politicians in power has done to people. Heard from the news abroad and also on here. They are absurd.

So..I think it is better to be a famous writer or artist than a politician. Only, that saying only goes for me.

Huhuhu..Embarassing!

Extemporaneous talking. My most dreamt contest I want to join. But..well, it turns out to be my nightmare....

Because I wasn't prepared at the time. I don't even know that I am the contestant/ representative for our department, that's it. So the, rushing, we went to our Audio Room and then, set to fight. HUhuhuhu.. Only it turns out to seem like the biggest mistake of my life..

Well, there.Huhhuhuhuhu.I am so embarassed!! I didn't expect that there will be many watching as the contest is like..well, just sut up.. And..But then, my expectations were not to it.

So thats it. I have the question given to me and I kow the answer and practiced a little although unsure but when I saw the mob, gosh, I wanna faint and wanna cry in font. Huhuhuhuh..Such a shame..

Then..I was embarassed cause I stammered in front. Gosh..ow am I supposed to vure this blooming stage fright within me?huhuhuhu

Truth

Truth is ugly, I read in a parable. Yes. Though I barely remember that parable, I can still remember its whole meaning. That whilst people love to have the beautiful cover for their real and true identity, they also consider truth as the most ugliest form. People kept on hiding the truth because of fear that the others might think ugly about them. Why? Why is it that truth hurts, that truth is ugly, but still stood up to be the one of the most important thing we have to possess? Why?

Most people despise the truth. Including me so..don't try deny it. We hate to admit the truth that someone is better than us, that someone outlives us. Or whatever. We hate to admit that. And then..now what? We will be hurt, hurt more than ever. But you know what? There is a solution for that. Solution for the pain because of truth....

We have to accept the reality. Accept our mistakes without blaming others because it happened with us part of it. It is never good to blame. And we have to accept our weaknesses just as like how we accept and brag our strengths.

Truth hurts but we can minimize it. You know what? I am not like this before but then I am enlightened and now, I accept truth with all my heart even if it really hurts and there! I am now immune to it and now, I become stronger. I want my readers to be strong too, because I do not want you to be hurt like me, like I do when I was in my pain..You know. Be strong, everyone, and believe in ourseleves.

Magazine

I promise by the name of my own..I won't really get carried away with those magazines anymore! Wondering why? Well, I only came up to realize as an artist that magazine personnel especially their creative man are only exaggerating those covers for their magazine to convince people to buy it. I realized it first, as an artist, and second, as a practical consumer. Why buy it when all that "advice" they give is just circulating to one another? C'mon... No I don't mean to destroy the image of magazines, only I am telling my opinion. I mean, what I was really trying to say is that I (So it really means for myself) am going to buy a magazine only not because of its advice but because of the artists on the front cover. Okay, I am not implying that you should do it as well because I don't want you to. What I want more is people to know what they really want and not what they get from others. So there....!

Prince WIlliam

I have reserahced about hima glimpse. Well, because i have an obssession for him, like the other girls. Okay, okay..Honestly, I don't know anything abut this royal blood people this modern times but then, last summer, I heard on the news that thise certain Prince William had broken up with his long-time girlfriend, I-don't-know. Oh I don't care about his royalty, his British Military Rank but only his good-lookd. My, he is so handsome, I am so smitten over him.

But no no no.. I don't want to sound like a cheerleader because Academics is my line. I have already forgotten about that "William" thing but it came back this time when I have an internet friend who talked about him. He said William is a bore but hey, his words affect me much that my obssession for that Prince came back.

So thats it. And I came to believe that Ste is Prince William. Of course,I am having just my usual illusion so no harm there. I just adored Ste so much, because unlike other internet guys, he respected me and even gave me advice. He is so great and a wothry William...
Right?

Pop Girl

Why does it really hurts to be a girly girly? haha. Well, its on my blood and I can do nothing about it. I cannot change it, so I have to flaunt it. Really, it seems queer that a geek like me is a girlish fashionista, so there! I always create havoc, especially among my classmates. Hahaha.. I can't help but laughing.

So, there. I have once again proven to the world and especially to myself that I am a REAL AND TRUE girly at heart. I have just burned a new cd and all of its songs were..well, all was suited for a girl. But hey- don't mistake me for a girly pink girl because pink is not my favorite. It is orange and green.

Okay. I think I made my point. I only wrote this because I had nothing to think of on what to write this day. Or would you rather hear more about my "friends"? Well, I thought about it for a while and I thought that the more I hear and talk less of them, the more I shall gain recovery. Right?

Me, Me, Me

That's quite selfish. But I do not know the other way. Its my own way of defense against life's harrassment towards me. I mean, on what life does to me- by leaving me alone with no friends to have to lean on.

Harsh, yes. But now, my only way to save myself from hurt and pride is through thinking of myself only. Narcissm, that is what they call. But, well, thats the only thing I can hold on to.

It hurts, really. But only a little now, when seeing my friends, I mean..former friends..being happy even without me. They don't seem to mind it. Well, as if I really mind it a lot now. I don't and hey- I am not also angry with them. But now I came to think that life with them will not be likely, no matter what. So now, I was only thinking of myself, my family, my future, my likes and my wants and needs. Kudo, so that is no harm for anyone, I believe?

Well, I am not infatuating about my crushes, either. I have learned that no one's gonna like me if I don't get something..I mean, achieve something so all I have to do for now is to study hard, no boys please and then..TADAA! I'll have anyone I like as long as I am what I want to be. I mean, like I'm gonna be a successful lawyer or a ver famous writer..Well, there's going to be on like there, so I'll just wait for that time right?

So there! I promised myself that I have nothing to worry of about having friends because I can be a loner or whatever..so promise I won't get hurt anymore, especially if attachments through people.

New motto: Why please them when they don't even please you?

Hurting Inside

Really, I am. I hate to be vurnerable, but I can't help it. But..C'est la vie. That's life. I can do nothing about it... But, I hate them more.. Oh, before I proceed, I want to let you know that I am meaning my former friends, Dude and the Company.

I am hurt by what they have done to me this past few days. But what hurts most is that they ignore it and what hurts much more and most is that they even back stab me. As if I am a nonsense to them all the time. Am I really? That made me always wonder with myself. I have made almost everything to please them but why am I always left out? I am always shunted in one corner especially if they didn't need me.

But hey! I didn't hate them for it. No. But well... It made some changes in me, somehow.

I have been a bit..quirky now. Uhmn.. Well, yes. I am quirky before but I am now unusually quirky. And you know what? I believe I am starting to be a loner. Gosh... I don't want to, but the fate has its own calling andyou cannot stop it. Well, I am not letting myself to be a loner but after talking to my-more-reliable- internet friends, I have already told myself, well, this is it. So I cannot do anything about it because this is where I intended to end up to.

Though I am really that hurt after all the betrayals I experienced, I am still trying to stop my self to wish them ill cause I know that that is bad. So there, que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. I can't do anything about it. All the best I can do for now is to heal my broken heart. Broken from a friend's betrayal.

Gio

Gio. Ya ya yahh.. My other crush who looks like the model I've got a crush on. I am always wondering why whenever he always see me and vice versa, I always caught him looking at me just like I frequently look at him. Hmn...Something fishy going on here, I think...

So, a while ago, after school, me and my friends are used on wlaking home. And he also seems to walk from home to school and vice versa. But only at the main school and not the branch. And then, I didn't expect what happened a while ago. Well, we just met, thats all, not sort to fuss off, but it really is a big deal to me.

He smiled at me.. Thats all but it really meant a lot. He is my crush and I am so head-over-heels on him as a crush and when he smiled, gosh..his face really lit up. And I am positive that it to me he smiled and none others. But oh, idiotic me, I didn't even respond, just like the first time he said "hi" to me. Now, he'll think I am not interested in him, dear me.

What am I gonna do? I am always praying that may I see him always but whenever it is granted, it just come to a naught. Oh, dear me, dear me.

And yeah, I forgot to tell you, too.Just this morn, I saw him totally cause we line up for using the bathroom. Haha..Just lucky of me but idiotic at the same time.

When No One's Around

I hate to say this, but it really hurts whenever the friends you believe they are are leaving you. In my previous post, I have told you about my fight with my friends and you know what is the result? They just ignored it! THey even seem happy that I am gone in the group. Well, if that is what they want, I think, it is the best thing that I'll let them leave me 'cause I have no guts in holding on the person who doesn't like me.

But it still hurts me. It is never easy for me. So now, all I think is that I have to accept the truth, that no one likes me. I wish I were not born. Neither in my family now by my friends REALLY likes me. Then, what is my purpose if that is so? What do I have to do here in this world when no one seems to like me and truly like me?

What adds to my depression more is about Morty. Gosh, he is such a cur!! I hate his guts. Well, I hate his guts, but like him. What's with that? Explain it please. I think I understand but when I ponder those things, well, it seems like all my thinking has gone off. Anyway, by now, I have proven to myself, and so as Morty's, that he doesn't like me-so there.

And to go to Jewel. Well,he is back form the City Meet so as the others..and then, well, we spent quitye some time again now and I am still in doubt whether he likes me or not. But duh..! As if all I care is about boys.

Well, I am so happy to say that I have finished my examination in P.E although I got a sure 9-point wrong..and others are not included. Whatever. As long as it seems that all my major subjects got a percentage in line of 9, that will be fine to me.

Betrayal=Revenge

I am taking it very seriously. Well, this might be petty for you and for everyone, but no, this is a big deal for me although I myself was also like...eugh..But no, keeping in on my story..

It is our P.E Examination this day. Well, we have the first part of the test and it is such a nosebleed! It is about games scheduling and..oh whatever. Round robin, single elimination,...oh what is that crap?! Well, honestly, the thing here is that I really don't understand a bit of it.

So, thats it. That made it. The topic was a very gift for Morty because he know it well, being an athlete himself. but then, of course, I still don't know the majority of it.

So, I was hurt. Morty knew about it but then, I believe he gave his paper to those others first before me and my ego was hurt and struck. Yeah..that is the first reason. Second reason is that I was also hurt that my friends "betrayed" me. Well, I let them copy whenever I know something about a certain topic especially Mathematics but those heartless bitches who never looks back at what help you gave!! Well, rthey simply ignored me, to my pleadings and everything! I think they always do that every exam but then..TO HELL WITH THEM!

So thats it, I am going to seek revenge. Well they just wait until tomorrow and they will se what is in store for them. Hate them for the moment but I think it will fade. And oh...I am wondering..hey, why is it that almost all of my classmates are teasing me to Morty although he said that I am only suited for his friend, Geoff. But then, many told me he likes me. Oh, whatever is the crap?

But then, when I told him that maybe he is my half-brother, he really went into hysterics. Maybe thats because he likes me in secret or does he really not like me????

Music and Poems, Literature and Being Mature

Uhumn...For me, those things are well-connected. Hehehe. Well, for the music part, I like listening to those thats "in", especially to Hilary Duff's. You know, teen pop. LOve it!! And I mostly like a song/ music whenever its lyrics were well befitted to me and whenever its lyrics were mature enough to my taste and has some inspirational message.

For the poems. I love poems. Whoever of the Greek muses has the power of poems? Uhmn..Calliope? Yeah..maybe. As if I care. As long as, whoever that Muse is, she had given me that power in poetry that I thanked her very much. Because I believe that I was given that very special gift and that it brings my maturity to the highest level especially whenever I am feeling emo.

And so as for Erato, one of the 9 Muses. Well, I believe I have to thank them all for giving me this special prowess in poetry and literature. Well, you know what? When I was still alittle girl, I believe in all this what-they-call- fallacies. Well, I believe in Goddesses Aphrodite, Artemis, and Athena. They are my favorite. For beauty & love, protection, and war and wisdom. Right?I believe that is all I ever need. Of course, I believe in God the Almighty.

And now, back to what my main topic is. About maturity. Well, it is well-connecxted to literature because I believe that literature is an eye to your heart, to your emotions and well-being. So thats it, although it isn't well-said, I believe that will suffice. BYE!!!

The Un-Shopaholic

Whew!! I just came from the mall, and in my opinion, it must be very boring for those shopaholics I have heard. Oh, shopping is boring, I assure you and that word is from me..Gosh, I am wondering how they are able to get through all of it. C'mon..., as if I also have many money to go shopping.

Same as when I go shopping with Mum whenever she is here.. Well, she has lots of money if ever she will take us to the mall, and so, I must be very..you know..have great time in shopping but no, it only bores me.

Well, enough of that chirping, I think I have to go sign out now because I need to read that book about a certain princess. Oh well, ba-bye!!!

Confused, But All Set

Right now, I am terribly confused. Like my past self, I am confused but by other means now. But of course, I have changed and I believe I am more wiser, and more experienced to know my problem/s.

Well, its about love life once again my dears. Its about Morty and Jewel. Well, I am-what do you call it?- torn between the two of them. Well, its because I miss both of them. I miss Morty because I haven't seen him for days and as you know, I have a hidden crush on him and I can reveal on no one because my best friend also has a crush on him...!!

So now, I am very torn between them. I both missed them although I doubt what are the reasons. My classmates were teasing me about Morty, particularly my classmate Pia, she said we are compatible. Haha..as if!! Morty and I are always bickering..oh no, not everytime but you know, he is spirited like that. Thats what I like about him.He always, you know, wanted to irritate me but also cares for me at the same time. I really likes his personality and he is also a Math Wiz too. I really can't forget the fact that because of him, I am now a Math witch. And he has a face to boot, too.

Jewel. Well, he is some sort of cute if you will really look and our Electronics teacher always teases him to me. And it started when he started to act..like..well, I don't know. Maybe I am having my same old illusion again. But, really, that is what I am feeling like now and the few others that he has a crush on me.

But help!! I dont know what to do. I dont know who I like more- Morty or JEwel?

Secret Is Best For Safety

Sometimes, a person has to tell the whole truth to be safe. They have to tell he whole truth with all the honesty they have and to have to ay everything to the authority-nothing more, nothing less just to be safe fr0m the prying eyes and harmful people. But when your enemy is one of your friends,..or your best friend rather, well that is another story.

Remember Morty? The one I thougt was jus my brother, my friend? Well, I have this irksome crush for him again!! HAhahaha.. I don't know but when I was a freshman, I have a crush on him, too. But hey, its only 'till crush, huh? I don't love him or have been infatuated with him like I was infatuated with Geoff in the past. Yes, thats only in the past so now, I am free from the prison he put up on me. So by now, I am having a crush on Morty, Jewel, and Joseph. All in order from greatest to lowest although I am having second thoughts on the first and second.

Okay. Now there's almost problem with the two of them aside from the fact that I son't know whether they like me or not. Oh, as if it mattered to me. It doesn't matter to me anyway. Thing is, my best of friends like them too. One of my friend, Dude, REALLY likes Morty (remember Dude?) and so as my beauty queen friend Lala. She has an infatuation with Jewel but many said that Jewel likes me instead. But come to think of it, who will like a dragonite like me comparedto a beauty queen? So, of course, I haven't told anyone about my crushing to Jewel, especially my friends. I like him first, before Lala got a crush on him but then, I don't know why I haven't told them, and now I have my final decision not to tell them anymore cause I believe it will just fade away after sometime, and then, I'll have no prob regarding our friendship at all.

OK. Matter now with Morty. Well, Dude loves him and she came in first alhough he has clearly no crush on her. And we are closer than Dude. But then, I don't wanna be traitor to my friends, and besides, thats only a CRUSH and it will sooner or later fade away so better not tell them for the sake of our friendship right? Thats why sometimes, I come to think of it, secret is good but no..DONT TELL A LIE!!!

Relax A Bit

Because "All work, and no play, makes me a dull girl." Hahaha!! I am just making that one up, though, so as to give excuses for myself. But no, I promise, I am gonna do good in my study. I will study hard this evening, I swear to my name and everything. To the witches' name!! PROMISE...!!! Hey, speaking of witches, I want to let everyone know that I wanted to be one. I wanted to be initiated. And you know what? I am practicing witchcraft now, although secretly. And anyway, no one will believe me if I told them. They will just think that I am gone mad to the highest level.

Lady Luck or whoever lucky must be with me this day. Hahaha. Yeah..I can say that because just the early morning of this day, I woke up with a very good start. I mean, I can say that it is a good start because I woke up at the time I please since it is our examination and examination for seniors and juniors always takes place at afternoon. So there! And then, I went a little bit studying and you know what excite me most?! Hahahaha! I wanna bath, so of course, I went to the bathroom. But then, when it nopened, my crush was there! Gosh, he is sooo cute! Hahaha. And then, he talked to me a little and a bit..casual..which is dissappointing on my part. But hey!!After that, he kept on looking at me.

And second. Second reason why I thought Lady Luck was with me. Our exams were..you won't believe it for our physics, but I wasn't that pissed off!!And I am so happy about it because that is saying something...

So..what now? I think I have to go or everyone might schold me for not studying!!

Sunburns...

Gosh! By the name of Aphrodite, guys, let me tell you this, I have my sunburns. I got a 1st degree burn!!! It is so horrifying, in the name of vanity...!

Well, yersterday, we went to the beach although this season of year consists mostly of rain, but lucky enough for my cousin who celebrated his 4th birthday, and lucky for us, the rain haven't arrived. What a relief.

But the sun burned so badly and it is emitting heat so very strong. And the thing is, I hate putting sunblocks or lotion to my skin since I hate the job and my skin isn't used to that stuff. So, I went to the sea with the sun on its full heat and by the morrow, I got sun burned.

At least, I have total fun. We went to the sea where there were part of coral reefs and even swimed there. REally amazing, and I love the sea very much. Because when I was young, I dreamt of being a mermaid., HAha./

And I just swimed all day so now, I was suffering form a terrible skin-face disorder. Whenever I touch my skin, I felt it so prickly and my face is so very hot that I feel like I am having a fever. But no, I have not. It is just because of the mere heat of the sun yesterday that embraced my skin.

Well, the beach is not bad, obviously. What is bad is the fellow people there whom I have swimed with. Particularly the boys. So flirting and I wanted to scratch their eyes out. Boys are the world's greatest flirt. Well, its because they kept on bugging me, wanting to know myname and to chat with me even if they are starngers. Well, I know they are being friendly but they sound too overy friendly that it was more than flirting. And hey! There's this one guy who caught my eye and I caught his, only, he turned out to be so..urgh!! Too flirt! So thats it, I swimed riskly farther and deeper sea. Haha. And they weren't able to follow me cause they don't know how to swim.

Curse all flirty boys be!!!

Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover

Most of us, when asked to elaborate that piece of wisdom, meant it literally. Most of us will say- which is the simplest, I believe- that we ought not to judge people based by their physicasl appearance, that we must know them well enough before judging them because we m ight not know, others who were ugly were kind-hearted and those beautiful and popular were the meanest gals you'll find here in Land.

But dear fellows, its not what really means. Oh, I didn't mean to tell you that we are wrong by that explanation. Besides, that is right, only my explanation no was elaborated and more meaningful than that. What I mean is, yah, the meaning I said earlier was truly right, and I believe it is the most besic meaning we could ever find. But I have more than that. Here it is...

My explanation for it folks, is that, when someone did things, you can't just judge them by what they have done, but also for the reason. And no, not just for the reason, but why had that reason has come to him/ her.

Have you heard of the story of a Mascot? If you haven't, let me tell you then. There's this Mascot, who, in real life, wears an eyeglass. Now, before getting into his costume, he has to have that kind of spray so that he won't get too heated up in it. But alas! Unluckily, the spray caught his eye but he protested naught and he went just inside it for he is very after the job, whatever kind of job. But once he was inside, he was swaying his hand mad to try to reach for his eyeglass but then, at the outside, as a Mascot, he looked so funny that children laugh at him.

Do you get my point? I mean, okay look at the mean girl at your school. She looks so scary even if she is beautiful, but what you don't know when you befriend her is that, she is nice too, even if only a little. You look at you school's genius and then, just because she is genius, she can't be a fashinista and be pretty, or even get a boyfriend. And vice versa. Well, if you think something like that, thenyou could be that very wrong.

What I just want to put into your minds( so as mine) is that we should judge not only the physical appearance, but also the whole being and the very aspect of a person. So that misunderstandings might seldom come and therefore there will be peace. Isn't that just great?

I'm A Mean Girl

I didn't mean to frighten you about me. It is just that, I did really realize it now. Only now, when I was at school, dressing for our PE. Well, I remembered something about a girl in a movie who has other girls gaping at her and then they back off easily whenever she is around. And then, the PE changing room comes when I thought I can see some girl who can get a place for herself even if she that place was taken by somebody else. I can visualize someone like that and then, it came to me- I am like that girl sometimes. But in my part, I am not saying that I am a mean girl for no reason. I tryied to be catty because I like too, and I only take place whenever I have too and whenever I have suffered too much. Well, so that means that we cannot judge the book by its cover. Thereis more meaning to that and I'll tyackle that next...

My Dear Papa

Maybe now I know the reason why I haven't been blessed with my dream man, or dream guy, either of the two, whichever pleases me and you. And that must be for the reason that even if our family has only one man, he is still the ever sweetest man that we knew and we(my Mother, my sisters and I) will ever know. And that is our dear Papa.

Well, I have told you about it. My father was in jail for almost 8 years in running. Gosh..yes, I can hear you say that. Way too long. But no, I am already immuned in it. His being in jail when I was young helped too and made me immuned to it. And now, even without him, I have been able to live happily and like other normal youth and so as my sister although in my part, I am missing him terribly.

And now here goes my story about him and his sweetness and generosity to us his daughters. Even if he is in prison, he still try and do his best to reach us out, reach our needs and give us financial and moral support. To tell you honestly, he gives me moral support than our Mother does, and he always appreciates my achievements-which I believe no one notice except him. He always appreciates me, and always encourages me to stuffs and like that, something my Maman and the others barely noticed. And I am grateful to him for that.

I love my father and I am sooo prous of him although I do not appear to do so. But in reality I do and I am proud of him and I look up to him, for his wisdom and knoledge and everything, even his imperfections. He may be the only man that I won't get tired in loving. Oh, and also my grandpapas too, but his more than the two of them.

History Movies

Its more about princesses, and kingdoms. I saw these in a DVD collection and I do not know why I am taking it seriously. Here are their reviews and I hope you find my reviews good, and that you will be convinced to see it for yourself.

• Anastasia- Honestly, I do not know anything about its story at first, I don't know who is the leading lady and everything but I found it very good. Three thumbs up, or four rather. It is a story about the survivor daughter of a Tsar who people were looking for because she has 10million dollar inheritance and then they found this girl who is like a suicidal and she doesn't know anything about herself but then, she acts and looks like the long-lost Grand Duchess Anastacia and she was brought by General Bounine to the Empress to sign her approval that it is the Grand Duchess and almost all of the critics believed that she is the Duchess although no one knows about the TRUE duchess if she isn't. In the end, she and Bounine went off together.
• Marie Antoinette- It is about the infamous France's queen, Marie Antoinette, letting people see what tghey have misunderstood about her and the reason behind her extravagance. Well, I believe she is copletely misunderstood because it is of her husband who would not touch her until the later part of the story. After she had already spent that much., But at least, in the movie, it is said she had remorse and led a new, simple life with bher husband and children but I believe it is the opposite in real life.
• Princess of Thieves- starring the daughter of Robin Hood, the very beautiful daughter of the outlaw, Gwyn Locksley. But she is equal to any man in the matter of archery and horse riding. When her father won't let her go with him to help save and out the into the throne the son of King Richard, Philip, she siguises herself as a boy and went off to help. but it has a sad ending because even if Philip gained the throne, Gwyn and Philip didn;t have a chance to prove their love to each other. Huhuhuhu...So sad.

The Black List

This is a post that must be updated from time to time because in this post, I am keeping a list of blacklisted people in my life. So, for the first series of this post, these are the blacklisted people in me:

• Aunt Jenelly- well, who is it in the family that loathes you and that is so insecure at you? Probably, they are the same as my aunt. Hah! She is deserving to be put in a blacklist. Know what is the reason? Because I believe that she is insecure in me because I have surpassed herself and her favorite neice Greta. Haha. As if! I am not that pretty or that smart enough to be insecured of, huh? BUt they are and I hate her for that because she is making my life miserable JUST because of it.

Pardon: None

Type: Disinherited, BLACKLISTED!

• Cousin Auny Greta- Huh! I hate her!! Hate her guts for playing the angel while all the time she is the devil herself. How dare her, making me the bad girl everytime while they don't know that she is an unbearable git, and I know it, I can feel it that she is sooooo insecure to me. Ha! But you now what? I loved her as my cousin. But then, I don't know, cause when we grew up, she just some kind of..well, thats it, making me bad and everything with my Aunt Jenelly. I hate them and both are disinherited...!

Pardon: None.

Type: BLACKLISTED!!!

• Uncle Gaeit- He is sooo disgusting, too, like my stinking aunt and stinking cousin. Hate him..Huh!! As if, too. I REALLY LOathe them!!He too, like his other relatives, is also insecure on me, and I don't like it why he is feeling that way when all I did was sit there. He is not only what after I have achieved, which is achieved by me,

Well guys, thats it for now, but I'll keep this for more upcoming blacklisted in my life. For now, it is BA-BYE!