Chop Chop Chop

Uhumn. Glad it is already end of the month, October and gald it is already Halloween, or in much formal words, All Saint's Day. AT LAAAAAAAAST! And the best part? I have time to spend my vacation not in our dormitory but in my own humble abode. Oh, at last at last and at last. I am so lucky, you see. Our adviser for the school paper, miracurously, has allowed us just to do the article in our vacation and will just check it at the back of school. Isn't that great? I LOVE it!

This day, we went to a certain area a bit faraway from the city and we did tree planting there. I planted onetree there called..uhmn..what is it again..ahh, yes, a tree called Dao. WHat is that anyway? Haha. I dont even know. But then, at least my friend helped me planted it because you see, I have a fear on earthworms and it is so disgusting that when I began to dig the soil, I saw an earthworm wriggling tis body. EWWWWW...!
So thats it. And oh. About Geoof. I don't know what I am feeling about him but I know that this is..not love. Definitely and precisely. Uhuh..I am not tryingto hide my feelings but then, well, it is not love. I believe I am already over him. You know what? Whenever I am near him or imagined to be near him, its like there is..a chill going down inside me. Have you ever experienced something like that? Gosh..Its like, I totally went icky whenever he is near me. Can anyone explain to mre why that happens so?
AND ANOTHER THING:About Jewel. Gosh..A fallacy!! See? My friend is so very smitten to him and I like him too, before my bestfriend revealed that he is smitten to him. Oh, God..now what would I do? Mon Dieu!!! What am I gonna do? No one knows about it, and I am just hoping against hope that my liking on Jewel will just cease. But nonono, I think..Oh, well, I am telling you, I am hoping. Because I like him insome unfounded reasons. Oh, whatever. Anyway, I am currently listening to a HSM2 music. I am feeling Sharpay like now. Hahaha. And- HEY! I just saw Ratatouille and its great!! Anyone can cook!!!

Whew!!!

Why? Why? Why?
Why in the world did it happened? To some unfounded reasons, I can't log in to www.hexrpg.com. Gosh, that IS so revolting. Yeah. I can't log in for what?.. Almost a week now. Now, tell me what happened. I cannot log in, when I am in desperation to want to log in. Oh, c'mon.. I really wanna log in because I have many unleft role-plays that needs replying. And, oh, what if I will be left by my co-writers? But really, i realize, it is a bit childish. Hehehe....

Well, now, to more serious topics. Uhmn.,.About Halloween first. Oh...I haven't any ideas if I will get the chance to celebrate it with my family this year. Last year, I haven't made it with them because I am very busy reviewing for Mathematics quiz so I am in the dormitory all alone and no one with. But now, maybe it will be another story. Really, i would really love to celebrate it with my family, if you only know. I don't wanna be alone in that day. It is soooo creepy. Hehehe
And you know what? One thing: I am so-so flabbergasted! Well, do you still remember that nice couple we have in school? I am so..oh gosh, they are so-dead! HUH! Well, the guy asked me to write some speech for him for that certain program in their club and I told him, ask your girlfriend but she decline so so I made one for him but then, after all the hard work I put to it, I was only insulted by the girl. Gosh, she is so dead with me. HUH!

Non Pas

Oh, what??!!Whatever..I dunno.. SIGHHH... Okay, I'll tell you the bad news about the Journalism. Huhuhuhuhu..I didn't even made it even to the top 7!! And what's more, I am super busy because of it that I have no chance to make my assignment and projects. Such a shame to the people aroound the world(what?).
Forget about that horrid thing. Oh, whatever. Sharp, sharp, sharp. Hahahaha.. Well, I dont wanna remember about it...so..TRANSPOSE!!!!
Well, well..Looks like I am becoming a bit more like Sharpay. If you watch High School Musical. Yes, Sharpay Evans, i love that character. Real catty and so evil though I swear I am NOT evil in real life. MAybe a little bit. Hehehe.

No Chance

Okay, Okay, Okay. I am The Copy-Reader. The so-called perfectionist. But you know what? I felt horrible this day. SO terrifying, if you only know. All I did this day is sigh and sigh and sigh. Now, I am gonna tell you about the contest proper. Whew..I thought I know everything, but you see, we got no training, so- MAN! Was I so thankful that they got us briefed before the contest begun. So, I knew some tricks although not all. And, gosh..even if I knew some tricks, it is still no use, because, I violated one of the VERY first law in copy-reading, and that is, I for got top use a pencil. Oh as if. We aren't told by our trainors that we have to use pencil, so that is the end of it.

Oh, I am very terrified. We are not trained and.. gosh. Whatever. So, the topic gave to us was about a Polishman rape case, and hey, this is my Headline:

Foreigner prosecuted yesterday

Polishman accused attempted rape

by a sixteen-year old girl

Quite good, huh? I am satisfied of it, only, I didnt used pencil. WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! NO CHANCE!

All i need is a miracle from heaven above and I hope so. Whatever. Tomorrow is the awarding, but no hopes here!

Journalism, Journalism

Copy-reader. Yeah, that's me. As I hope you still remember it, I have already discussed it with everyone else who is willing to take a peek into my TROUBLED life. Well, yeah. Now, back to our main topic. Well, here it is. I have been chosen as the copy-reader in our team. Now, the thing that bothers me is that I believe I don't have talent in that area. But then, I cannot do anything about that since I am merely assigned for that part. Oh, duh...
And now, what is more is, I believe that is the lowest part slash rank or-whatever-you-call-it in our team. And I don't like it a little bit. You know me for not understanding those too-under duties because I more prefer to lead or do jobs in higher positions and ranks. And now, I have to test the waters and test my own capabilities in adopting this. Gosh, this gonna be the hard time for me..and us, rather. Because you see, unlike the past years and our previous successors, they have been trained well enough before joining the contest, while we.. we were left in the river to do our own. And almost all of us has no experience in this except Dude.
Please, please, please. What bothers me most is that I am not bothered. I have been always bantering and bothering whenever I have to join contests but this one doesn't bother me. Gosh..I think something is gonna happen that I won't really like. Oh, please, pray for me and wish me luck. WHEW!!

Outaraged!!!!

I am so terrifed, if you only know..I wanna cry. Someone put a very outrageous and unspeakable pictures. Such a slap on my face. A blot of escutcheon in me. Yaeh..there is this lewd pic in my friendster, and really, I was very very ashamed of it, even if I am not the one who put it. Gosh, did someone tried to sabotage my dignity?
So so so...I hate to say it but really I was ashamed, gosh. But anyway, I have already tried to change my password and I hope no one will dare sabotage me again. Too much of it, my mood is wearing off and I think that I have to do my research and browsing. Gosh, such a horrid day.

Flirt Wench- That's Me

Maybe those things in my past(I am talking about my lovelife) has affected my present. Oh, but how could I forget? That pastis past but it is the part of your present. I really believe in that. And mind you, that is my own saying.
Well, maybe I am turned to be this flirt because of my past. Oh, c'mon. First, I was talking about Archie who i thought I love dearly but turns out that maybe it is just an infatuation. First, Archie, who didn't regard my affection for him as a serious one and only thinks of me as a..what? A toy? Oh, to hell with him. And so as Geoff. I thought he really loves me and was only waiting for the right time, but now, I realized that you can't wait for the right time because the right time is everytime you are ready. Oh, how idiot I am. And maybe because of the tauntings of other people about me having no lovelife maybe thats why I am turning to be illusionada and whatever.
And now, to my realy problem. I am flirting again. And to Gio. Oh well, I don't know if I am just illusioning but I can feel it and I can see it that he is always watching me. Like last friday. I saw him watching me as I went to the stairs and he always does that. And also a while ago. I just came from a spree when I arrived with my friends and we were laughing and evetything when I saw him and he really..stared is the right word, see. He does. Does that mean he has some feelings for me?oh I would love to only i would be cautious in approaching flirting this time.